Your support has helped me so much, A Big Thank You!

I would like to thank Kerrie and all the administrators, and all you lovely people on the site for having such an open, loving and supportive atmosphere on this site!

With all of your help and support I have started to believe my own experiences and my intuition with more focus, joy and gratitude!

Thank you all, you are amazing!

What I have understood recently, is that I was relatively heavy, stagnant and desperate for a good while trying to figure out 'what is my purpose'. I was brokenhearted because I didn't believe in myself. It was just as simple as that! (I still don't fully see what is my purpose, but I accept it as part of the ride...)

I have not fully come out of the 'Spiritual closet' to my friends and some of my family. I am sure many of you know what I mean...! I love my husband, he is my biggest support and we have been lucky to be on a spiritual journey together for the past few years. I can be myself with him, and a few beloved dear friends, but I am rather scared how my parents would react if I really told them how I see the world. (My Mother was raised as a conservative  Christian, laestadianian to be more specific.) Being afraid has been the main reason why I have not been able to 'channel' my art properly and it is still difficult for me to be completely open about who I truly am.  

When I was a teenager I used to post a lot of my paintings, drawing and poems online in online galleries. I gave up on it a good while ago, however, because the mentality on most sites was just...lets say out of order. Anyhow, I have started publishing my nature photography again in a photography blog called 'Forest & Nature Magic'. I add the link down below if you wish to pay a visit.

I actually started this new blog after I received a comment from the administrator K.P.Kelly complementing the photographs that I had published on this site. So a big, warm thank you to you Kelly! :)

Another aspect that I realized in this process was that I was blocked in a away, because I did not share my work: my photos, paintings or mixed media drawings with no one apart from my husband. Energetically it  makes sense to me that because my drawings and photographs were not being shared, the energy involved in creating them was not flowing! So now that I have started to post my photographs online, although hardly anyone seems them still, I feel much better.

I am still working on finding the courage (and time) to properly share my art also. I have been very prolific this spring, so I have a lot to share, but I am still too nervous about it. 

The latest post in my photography blog is a series of photographs from a 400-year-old forest in Finland and the forest spirits that I saw in the trees and rocks of the forest...!

So Thank you all again for being so kind, supportive and loving!



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Comment by Patrizia on July 3, 2014 at 2:11am

Thanks Kerrie! <3<3<3

Love, Patrizia :-)

Comment by Jenni-Maria on July 3, 2014 at 12:19am

Dear all, thank you so much for your kind, supportive, open and touching messages! You have all moved me deeply with your words and I am so grateful! This has been such an incredibly empowering experience for me, I cannot even begin to tell you....just know that each and everyone of you have touched my heart and I have found the love energy so incredibly high with all of you. Thank you!

As I promised, I will get back to you all personally, it just so happens that I am trying to finish off a load of my academic studies considering equality and sexuality in community & youth work. As you can imagine these are both matters that require a lot of my attention, but also that they can be approached with a more spiritual outlook and most of all with empathy. This is where I am at the moment and I feel that there are big shifts going on with all of it. Perhaps this is taking the discussion too far, but yesterday I saw several magpies and their message for me was to listen more closely what I have been told and to truly express myself and the messages I have received.

Many of you have corresponded to my experiences with my religious family and upbringing, I really appreciate all of your support and also reading between the lines.  Thank you for sharing, my love goes out to you all!

Last summer I took part in a chakra workshop with a German shaman in Morocco and my grandfather, among others, visited us. It was hard for me to be grateful for his spiritual guidance on my path, as I only felt a lot of anger and resentment towards my granparents ideology. But the shaman told me that my granfather recognizes my spiritual journey from the beyond and that I have his blessing. This was a deeply moving experience, but also one that was hard to take in.

What comes to creativity, you all haven given me so much encouragement and support that it is beyond what I could have expected! Actually deep within I was not really expecting anything, as I have felt more and more the universal love already in my heart.Nontheless, it has been truly meaningful and important on my path to have your support.  Thank you for this, so much! I will keep sharing my work with you and when the moment is right I will also share my paintings and other works, when I am ready. After I get all of my summer studies done, I have every intention to concentrate on my artistic & nature work  fully. 

I have been collecting a lot of herbs these past few days and I have been going outside to greet the plants. I have also started to talk with them! I do not really 'hear' messages, I just feel. Perhaps I will develop this later on. :)

Much love to you all and so many blessings!


Comment by Lyle Paul on July 2, 2014 at 11:01pm

Hello Jenni, I checked out your photographs and they are beautiful. I'd really like to encourage you to continue with them. I communicate with plants and they really love people loving, acknowledging and appreciating them in whatever way is right for that person. I'm a naturopath and herbalist. When I studied herbal medicine I didn't enjoy it at all which was surprising for me because I've always loved plants. As a child I can recall looking out the car window as my parents were driving and i was in love with the trees we passed. I realised after I completed my studies that what was missing for me was a direct connection with the plants themselves. Just reading about them in books is just not enough for me. I also had trouble differentiating the herbs. So it occurred to me to go ask them directly and that started the most wonderful relationship with the plant world. And they love it too!! At first I questioned the legitimacy of the information I received and would try to double check it against published material. Then a plant told me I would receive information that would sometimes be different and new. There was no point for them to share things I could look up. So the point in all this is to trust your gift and insights. Much love to you, Lyle

Comment by Kerrie ~ Administrator on July 2, 2014 at 8:18pm

Dear Patrizia I just saw those flowers shinning bright from beneath the rocks,beautiful!

Comment by Kerrie ~ Administrator on July 2, 2014 at 8:17pm


Comment by timothy lee sutterby (Tim) on July 2, 2014 at 6:10pm

    This is what I love about this site ! The LOVE ! Keep the faith Jenni and the rest of your friends and family will follow , after all someone has to set the example and it seems you are doing a great job . Follow your dreams and the rest will fall in place .                           Hey , hey Federation land been down but not out . PEACE , LOVE and LIGHT to ALL and ALL that IS .      See Jenni ,welcome to the family you have reached your destination you are HOME . LOVE TIM

Comment by Eileen Zizecli-Coleman on July 2, 2014 at 3:36am

Despite all the obstacles in our way, the Love has managed to shine through and we are all doing our bit for humanity. We should give ourselves a pat on the back!

Comment by Kerrie ~ Administrator on July 1, 2014 at 9:13am

Eileen so many of us are healing the Catholic upbringing it would seem,the nuns were hard on me too,luckily my Mother didn't have strong catholic convictions, nor did her Mother,my nan was into yoga and attended mediums! All her 5 daughters are sensitives but are nervous about it, so stick to their catholic upbringing still,except my mother,she is the free spirited one like me,yet we do not get along! 

Blossom is in the same boat she was sent to a catholic boarding school! The reason I do like the catholic religion though is at least it kept Mother Mary in as a representative of the Divine feminine.

Comment by Eileen Zizecli-Coleman on July 1, 2014 at 3:29am

Jenni-Maria and Temperence, my birth mother was catholic too and was absolutely convinced I was in league with the devil. No amount of loving poems or the fact that I healed through the loving energies of Jesus could convince her of my loving intent. I don't blame her she had a strict catholic upbringing and I think was a little obsessed with it all. The beautiful mother who adopted me never got to know on this earthly plane how I turned out as she died before I found my spiritual path. I think it was through her passing that I looked more deeply into life after death.

Comment by Jenni-Maria on June 30, 2014 at 10:09pm

Thank you all AGAIN! :) I will get back to you all personally after I have finished my work today! 

Lets just say for now that I read all of your messages this morning before my morning meditation and I was so overwhelmed and grateful for all of your kind, loving, blissful amazingness.... so much so that I burst out crying in my meditation, which was a chakra cleansing meditation and the tears just started running from the heart chakra upwards. What an epiphany! It was a great confirmation that something huge has shifted in me and the world.

Soooooooo many blessing to you all on this wonderful day!



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