14th July 2014 – This weekend, our little grandson came for a visit after badgering his mum and dad for several weeks. We had a wonderful time but it has left me exhausted today and feeling very weepy. The house seems very quiet this morning and after making a cup of tea, I put on a film I’d recorded to chill out and wake myself up slowly. The film was an old one, based on a book by Margaret Craven, called ‘I Heard the Owl Call My Name’. In the Indian village near Vancouver where the story is told, it is said when you hear the Owl call your name, it is time for you to die. I wept at the beautiful scenery and all through the film and then cleansed my sanctuary before sitting for communication. Soft lilac clouds engulfed me and a beautiful peace descended upon me, followed by brighter purple and uplifting words, which unfortunately my recorder did not capture. However, they smoothed my ruffled feathers and assured me it was not time for the Owl to call my name as there is still much to do!
In dream state the following morning, I saw my mother who died last year. We hugged and I cried and cried, sobbing my heart out in her arms. I stood back and told her how pretty she looked and she was smiling at me. I remember saying to her, Oh Mum why didn't you let me love you, why did you push me away - we could have had so much fun together! I was then linking arms with one of mum's sisters who has also passed over so I know she is in good hands with her family.
Today as I sit in meditation I can feel the energies changing and am being shown the face of Quan Yin with the sound of Ava Maria being sung in the distance. Going deeper I can now see an Indian with a blanket around him, who looks like the actor George Clutesi who played the village Chief in the film ‘I Heard the Owl call my name’.
We speak to you in tongues of Love and we suppress those feelings and desires to run away and hide for that is not our way . . . we must come out into the open to be seen and heard in all directions. This is from the ‘Great Golden One’ who shelters us all in his embrace . . . this is from those who have your best interests at heart. Do not weep, do not be ashamed of who you are or where you have come from; we all come from the Great Divine and we speak from the heart my sister, we speak from those deep recesses within you. Be not afraid, we shall not hide our light under a bushel but bring it out into the open, radiating our message of Love and truth. And the Light shall shine all around you, touching others with that bliss with that identity that we are all from that same mould.
We come in all essence to bring you that which you desire and we shelter you in our embrace as we take you forward, unfolding what is not yet seen, bringing into the light and focusing on that truth within you. We do indeed beguile you with our stories and our just accounts of what has passed before us in great array. We delve deeper and deeper into those realms of Light, expressing ourselves with great joy at coming home once more, and we share what we have always known to be true. We accept those reserves of energy that will help you to move forward along this beam of Light, that we hold out in readiness for your acceptance to come aboard and help us to help the human race. There have been many toing’s and froing’s from this craft . . . and we see you stop and ponder on these words but you have come many times before, as well you know deep within you, and this is what we are aiming for - deeper clarification, deeper understanding and remembering!
This was the first time for ages that I’d sat in meditation and not used an extra affirmation for even greater protection and I quickly spoke the words just in case I was being led astray.
These expressions have enabled you to stand strong and remain firm and we honour these undertakings so that you shall remain perfectly at ease and within the grasp of all human understanding.
I can see glimpses of faces and now a large green grasshopper.
Great Being of Light, I welcome you into my heart to share in the Love that I have for the whole human race and for all life forms! I share my love with you and ask that you help me to understand more clearly so that I may share with my contemporaries on Earth to help the human race understand our next step on this blissful journey that I experience when I am with you all. I feel that ‘oneness’ that connection, I feel the peace within my heart when I see the lilac and purple and glimpses of what you look like and I believe I am not afraid, although I know that you will know my heart, even more than I do. Apprehension comes to mind and curiosity more than anything else. Going deeper into meditation I suddenly see really vivid purple and gold.
We have changed our outlook somewhat and we have centered our opinions on those around us that do not always have our best interests at heart. We do, however, ask you to look more closely at what it is you want to achieve!
I want to feel this peace more often, I don’t want to be rushing around getting exhausted; I want to commune with my Star friends and to write down their words - that is my main priority. I would also like to have the means to travel to see my children more often than I do at present.
There needs to be a balance . . . a harmony. I’m getting the feeling of actually melding with the large green insect, moving my head slowly.
We entreat you to expand your horizons . . . to look more closely at what is available for you on the horizon. We speed up the process and allow you access to our domain. It is of our choosing and we help you to truly express yourself in a format available to every living soul, and we bring you aboard exclusively to entertain the masses, bringing about a renewal and a grand exodus from this world. We know you champion the cause and we know you do have the power to change course if you so desire, but we ask you to step forward and be counted as one of us, ready for the upliftment of mankind into a higher dimension of Love and joy and greatest bliss.
Forewarned is forearmed and we suppress those feelings of joy until you are ready to take that final step to join us!
Looking back at these notes, I see now that the prayers of protection we use are really to put our own minds at rest and they are perhaps not necessary. I will continue to use them but know it is really for my own peace of mind and that there is nothing wrong with either course; it is just a matter of personal preference.